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[312] Seeing It All
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dismantling universes indifferently The starry sky abyss consumes souls we’re spectators of our own demise playing Gods by our permission A lone wolf strays by the pond drinking skies out of thirst The darkness befalls on us all like a reunion of angry clouds I’m curled up in confusions The rain falling in dozes I…
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[311] Getting What I Seek
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Needless destiny and a need for intervals To pause feeling this way cracks about to split open I lie awake tired unable to sleep A worthless life at the hook of every sentence and an unfulfilled potential waiting beyond every full stop.
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[308] The Truth of Now
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I delay feeling the present Rushing to feel what hasn’t happened I delay feeling content when I haven’t proven myself The world slows down to a halt but the mind keeps running the paranoia keeps hunting as man becomes its own worst enemy Infinite loops of stupidity mixed with the chase of dopamine The distraction…
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[307] To New Beginnings
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I am beginningless quite like the universe in which we reside I can’t recall my first word I can’t remember my first walk I can’t remember my first cry unless it’s in the form of my parent’s memory of it It’s all inference with no perceptive truth like we reminisce about the universe to familiarise…
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[306] Spiral of Silence
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Dancing to the tunes of your moods forgetting rational thought as you embrace the emotion and its wave but you can’t ride in a flow state Everyone else mirrors an unreality and you feel out of sync This is not what’s happening is a frequent statement to think but all that’s happening is all they…
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[305] And It Rained All Night
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It’s hard to turn realisations into habits Even harder to let go of the old ones when they’re as familiar to you as insomnia is to the night The sound of people sleeping or the lack of it is somewhat soothing to your peace of mind but sometimes it disrupts exactly that As in the…
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[304] The Morning Light
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Where do we go from here when we’re unable to contain where we are right now Only questions swirl in our minds and our mouth only answers in the language of sighs Where should I go to hear about the stories of courage of the countless scared policemen who are returning each night with memories…
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[302] Open Up Your Mind
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A carnage that smells of life An irony that makes you feel alive I see civilisations collapsing right in front of me The wars that reversed progress I see birds that die of asphyxiation A million years wiped right in front of me I try to live in the second that demands attention A plane…
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[301] A Walk Down Memory Lane
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Fifteen steps from my bed and I reached the place of my nightmares My hand still battling with sleepy dust in my eyes Still not realising the path that lay in front of me even though it was a part of my daily routine The first realisation is cold dampness and my eyes widening to…
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[291] Thrice I’ve Tried To Forget
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A happy day is a happy accident where beliefs don’t break and the sun doesn’t chase you don’t find yourself stuck in your ways It’s the time of your life Clouds seem to rain They don’t seem to hold on to shade There is an end in place The mind is your friend it says…
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[288] The Untitled Poem
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Running so fast I’m still as the wind caught in a storm which forgets all life and the morality of it all till destruction tears it down A sleepy little town The angel with the horns and an interrupted wail I’ve forgotten any beginning I don’t remember any now The breaking of bones is so…
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[286] What’s The Use?
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Silences pass me by Words corrupt the emotion felt I see like a caterpillar the first jump of a butterfly I’ve cried, lied, caught myself in a righteous flight only to get stuck looking at the aurora interrupted by a meteoric sky To see beauty all around or the destruction that’s impending? The best worst…
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[284] Swimming in Circles
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The individuality is slowly stripped off while learning to forget dreams as I wake up to a tsunami of things to juggle I’m in the delusion of a mass huddle The top 10 ways to find inner peace and my focus struggles to reach the 10th point which is to declutter and focus on 1…
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[279] Past, Present & Future
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Living off of premonitions Surviving off of doomed predictions Can you change your fate as all your peers fail to prove you wrong Can you become something that you’ve never seen? I never realised that the aftermath is not my future I never realised the empathy for some is exclusion I’ve never seen the potential…
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[276] Closedown
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Disintegration of all the patience that i’ve been building for myself It just takes one night to relive all the plight that i’ve been slowly meaning to forget It’s not a physical ailment and people only believe in what they see It’s not an exaggeration but even i’ve never seen what i’ve believed in Climate…