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[274] Let’s Talk About It
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I listen to you and go back to a time where I lived a simpler life Where your tales of grandeur were happening in the corner of my eye You describe all the sins to forget Morals that you trampled on Why does it then feel familiar? Am I seeing what I experienced more than…
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[272] About Past Love
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A rusted bench on a worn out boat It takes up all my attention as it’s holding all of you that i’m holding all in me Waves gush on the boat We land on our head We bleed away our minds We die inside time Carry me over to where you reside where the old…
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[270] Dreaming Reality Checks
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The passing of my sleep signal a doom of my dreams where I watch all that I think I needed linking it with the edge of reality Of lost paths, I could have taken to happiness Of the ways, that I could not fear less It arrives to me like a bohemian sensation Light in…
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[268] Communication
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I mix up silence for aggression Fighting you in imaginary wars Where do you find your words usually? It seems you’ve lost your way Your answer comes as a bitter understanding “Feelings turn into half thoughts Words impure them usually Sentences jumble the feeling i felt that i’ve lost since you’ve come in my way”
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[267] Secrets
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Look for me for I am lost I usually find myself in a faraway thought I can tell you all my secrets and scatter all my lies but it’s in the language of my twisted tongue Do you have the will to try? I’m saving all the images that I witness now that I’m so…
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[261] How To Begin Again
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You forget the process when you stay away from it long enough. The process of beginning again rusts to form resistance and you feel lost while trying to find the spark to discover fire again. There is the idea and then there is a journey you go through to reach that idea or let that…
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[260] I think I know it all
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A clean slate of self-discovery A push is needed to find all my checkpoints again Knowledge has become amnesic in the pursuit I can only hold so much in the little head that’s left Smoke alarm whirring in my airy bones Intoxications only resolve to bring back lost energy All that comes back is the…
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[257] Discriminating Cycles
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Time is the greatest discriminator For some there’s less For some there’s more For some it’s omnipresent For some it’s invisible There are moments you feel where you’re not the happiest but the most content You realise you don’t know the time then but then the desire to know it arises and your eyes waver…
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[247] A Calm Nightmare
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Personalities mixing up to cause rainbows in a storm I touch one colour to really want another Never understanding a disguise entirely I borrow another to just carry on looking up The afterglow of constellations in your eyes carry themselves into my emotional identity I feel half of what you felt Half of what there…
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[243] Control
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I’m a believer in anything but me In need for some time out of my mind Seeing sullen shadows even when it’s dark How much can I fight for so long with so little time left by my side? Denigration or adulation My self-worth is pulled to both extremes The audience claps away the little…
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[240] The Man Who Was Always Right
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There was a man who was always right He closed his eyes to see the world in its entirety He breathed in darkness so reality could never disturb him And it never did. There was an open field in front of him but he sat on his spot unfazed His zen head cut through the…
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[235] How To Live Life
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I am in a Ferris wheel of fire that winds up all my past mistakes I watch time go back to when I was 18 barely meeting eyes Another spin that hides all my timid glories to when I was 15 amidst curious eyes I fight it out with the erosion of my slipping mind I…
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[233] The Path That Leads Nowhere
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corruption of memory erosion of attention erasing of tedium the distance increases enlightenment is fleeting the trail is leading to a bloodbath of people that tried it before me the echoes of their cries just die out before me I live a lived life that’s set out for me follow the path listen to my…
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[225] Modern Living
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I lose my way in this world of excess where it feels like what I have is nothing compared to what it offers Everything is music without lyrics where we fill up silences with screams of disquiet where we conjure up words to give meaning to the nonsense of it all where sometimes we learn…
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[221] Where Do We Go?
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Solitude became aloofness soon but your presence didn’t help nothing at all It just put my dreams to sleep and my thoughts to dream A dream about the time when silence felt infinitely better than the eternal beauty that possesses you My soul felt disturbed when my pain echoed images of my idleness that shut…