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[199] live alone for once
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I sleep at the time of your waking You yawn at my desperatation Screams inside turn into white noise It feels like the time of the wolves I crack at the sound of your fumes Too close to the sun now Flares of your regret too near My eyes melt at the sight of you…
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[198] The Clown Smiles
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Cold winter breeze grazes my spine It breaks little by little when i smile The world is upside down that’s why it seems like i’m smiling If I don’t live try to kill my ghost If it haunts all the lonely souls who can feel everything slip away as if they held the sands of…
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[197] A Mental Maze
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Through the shadowless spiky trees I watch you walk with the graveyard of loss weighing you down Seagulls screech a mirage of the end of this murky forest that you managed to find the courage to walk through The leaves sway in regretful melancholy as the clouds patiently tease you with the possibility of wreaking…
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[196] The Start of Our End
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Like a dying echo of the birth of the world in a shell, I try to find the beginning of our end in your silence. When this comforting occurrence of silence slowly lost its meaning. Comfort turned into brooding hatred. It all started with the want to impress you. We tested each other’s walls. Were…
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[195] Adventure of Time
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Day and night revolve on a wheel The cyclical nature of time forms a pattern so simple yet we can’t discern what lies beyond what lay behind complicating an already complex living coupling it with the understanding of self that evades us with each and every insight When the sky was the limit space screamed…
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[194] History of Love
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Devoid of emotion Her porcelain gaze left me wondering if she was a ghost and I a shadow A pat on the back with her velvet hands gave me energy i never knew i had I marched on living For a night I wondered when it rained does she cry like I do or does…
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[193] Bittersweet Surprise
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Can it be easy to feel? Can it be easy to live? Can it be? Can’t it be? The way I see things we’ve loved and we’ve lost can you just tell me what to think cuz sometimes it gets dark around here and so hard to navigate through these thoughts sometimes I can try…
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[192] Life Is A Freewrite
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Losing focus every second what was mine keeps on slipping trying to stay in the zone I crawl towards greed I need more The times change but I don’t seem to I wish I didn’t care what everything else is but you’re a part of my language now I couldn’t see beyond my reflection so…
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[191] Pretty little nightmares
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If you’re going to pretend like I don’t exist then i am not going to leave a trace of my living I don’t want to fight a war where we mince words Feels like a creature can crawl from the hell and beyond anytime But i guess it is not far from where we stand…
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[190] The Answer
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Trying to find the truth in monotony To watch the facades makes mistakes To watch the patterns reveal itself I wait till chaos turns to beauty till the devil starts grinning with its details Fleeting moments don’t capture the essence of a moment so strange It doesn’t capture the wind and present it as air…
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[189] Promote Your Blog
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It’s September. The month of my birthday. Fall has begun but I’m reminded of my progress in blogging and how lovely it has been. The only consistency in my life. — Also, you guys are free to comment here your blog links or one post that you’d like everyone to read. Let’s make this a…
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[188] Edge of The Circle
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Lumps inside my chest My tongue slips when it talks Scared of my reflection Even if its in the dark Mind is convoluted My heart ran away I talk in riddles so its hard to admit what i feel So its hard to see what i feel She ran away for a better music That…
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[187] Snowfall Of The Mind
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I waltz thinking about the mountains And the night full of terror A contradiction for sure But so is love the most beautiful thing that cripples us Snow falls i’ve never witnessed I carry them in my eyes when i close them They disappear in flashes when i blink The perfect shape of numbness The…
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[186] Mindful Days
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When it feels like present with no weight of the past or the worry of the future it was under the shade of a tree with your hand in mine when you called me mine When it feels like present when I slept in your arms it was a night’s sleep with no dreams even…
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[185] Cloudy Nights/ Starry Nights
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Cold breeze from the beach touches upon the memory from our final conversation I find sand in my pants from that cloudy night I hold it again but it slips away again This time I clean away the dust collected My mind survives its own ruin sometimes I put my ear to the shell from that…