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[216] Seasonal Existence
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i look at winter falling on your shouldersfrom far away but do you knowwhere I am winter doesn’tenvelope darkness like it doeswhere you are. I understand. I don’t know my place in the worldI’m always stuck between seasons Right now it’s the autumn of our memorieswhere I step on brown wilted leaves to get to…
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[215] Afraid
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ever since i lost my dreams i’ve learned to sleepwalk in the darkit’s familiar, learning to walk againshades of light, i try to hold on again cries of melting flashes of emotions that we hold sacred in our minds it’s a secret unknown how we get lost and then we find ourselves again in the…
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[214] Seasonal Heartbreak
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Seasonal heartbreak merry go round I will wait in your mind till you are tired of wasting times that you are chasing time that you lost teardrops fall like raindrops fall on the balcony of our demise Why do we go around to be hurt all the time All this while we could have been…
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[213] The Tale of an Imposter Part 2
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All that i’ve felt I can’t really say All that i’ll feel hides in my mind So what i really say is just what you feel and my words acting as a vessel for our beings Memories blocked out Lost in a haze of clouds I don’t feel like coming down I imitate the one…
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[212] I Was Never There
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Can you just come over here And let me in to your little world And tell me things that I have missed Things that I should have learned Whisper in how you’ve grown And how you’ve moved on to better things Scream inside the sweet nothings Of the things we left behind Its the future…
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[211] You’re All I Know
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Your paint has spilled all over my words I don’t know what to do delay your love for me I don’t know what to doI could probably write about better things but i seem to fall back to you You seem to be lost trying to find your wandering smile I’ve been trying to do…
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[210] Past vs Present
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For all i learn everyday I forget a little in return Vivid memories fail to rise when new experiences fight The ones that stay hide behind return to knock me down on the darkest days when they can step out in the familiarity of yesterday
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[209] beautiful things don’t ask for attention
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Distorted voices play in reverse The sound of my waking comes in the form of a storm outside Is it morning or is it night? I can’t figure it out My brain’s got me pinned down Disorientation of my waking extends throughout the day and melts into the night of my irregular beating heart Who…
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[208] The Tale of an Imposter
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An imposter writes while looking over his shoulder His mind mindful of what’s left and not of what’s right The moon he sees hides only for him so he writes through someone else’s eyes A nagging in his brain remains that tells him he is just a reflection of a shadow that fades
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[207] Looking Again
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How do I start writing? How have I written until this point in time? These questions plague my mind that is numb. Feelings don’t come and stay, they are fleeting like the time that I lost. The confidence that I cherished until now is nowhere to be felt. Ideas do come in my head but…
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[206] on a hiatus
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I don’t think I have it in me to write any longer. Until I can, goodbye. Hope you guys will take care. Will come back. Just don’t know when.
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[205] Last Attempt
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Uncanny valleys of little sense Where everything feels not real at all You are at the far end of my regret I’ll be quite near to your regret in a while Wilted leaves fall out of time I try to revolve to maintain our orbits But you’re going astray into another galaxy Far away new…
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[204] Knock Knock
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The dreams deceive the reality that the morning light confirms Who would have thought that the light meeting the dark would be the reason of my demise In the morning I weigh a lot more in my mind Everything is a reminder of you and the red sunlight in my eyes makes me think of…
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[203] Wear Your Best Dress
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free my mind of these thoughts that seem to haunt my living call upon the angel at dark only so she can deny helping me and I can finally let these thoughts in and destroy me from inside and implode into little pieces of dust that you have in your eyes when you wake up…
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[202] The Performance of an Artist
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Nothing satisfies an artist. We are creatures who’ve got self-doubt running in our veins. Everywhere we go we remind ourselves of our inadequacy to be better/best. We hold our failures on a pedestal rather than letting our victories dance around our mind. Even to call ourselves artist only springs up an emotion of cringe in us. The myth…