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[305] And It Rained All Night
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It’s hard to turn realisations into habits Even harder to let go of the old ones when they’re as familiar to you as insomnia is to the night The sound of people sleeping or the lack of it is somewhat soothing to your peace of mind but sometimes it disrupts exactly that As in the…
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[304] The Morning Light
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Where do we go from here when we’re unable to contain where we are right now Only questions swirl in our minds and our mouth only answers in the language of sighs Where should I go to hear about the stories of courage of the countless scared policemen who are returning each night with memories…
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[303] Parallels & Beyond
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Circle me metronome Do you remember who you were before the end? Were you too quiet that you couldn’t live? or were you so loud that your scream circled the earth five times to break the eardrums of many and the sanity of all Who do we want to be after it ends? Will we…
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[302] Open Up Your Mind
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A carnage that smells of life An irony that makes you feel alive I see civilisations collapsing right in front of me The wars that reversed progress I see birds that die of asphyxiation A million years wiped right in front of me I try to live in the second that demands attention A plane…
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[301] A Walk Down Memory Lane
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Fifteen steps from my bed and I reached the place of my nightmares My hand still battling with sleepy dust in my eyes Still not realising the path that lay in front of me even though it was a part of my daily routine The first realisation is cold dampness and my eyes widening to…
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[300] How To Control Anger
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I looked in my heart to understand what caused me pain What right do I hold to cause the same pain to break the gentleness of another I looked inside my heart to understand how we burn the earth how strange is it for us to call the people who live here as cold when…
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[299] Birth & Death
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All i am is an inspiration inspired by the jotting down of the memory of another being who lived someone else’s ideas Ideas that came by wonder or as wrongly presumed by divine intervention I’m far removed from reality For reality is wonderment Reality is dismantling the narrative in my head that is shaping my…
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[298] Insomnia and I
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Moonlight hits the brownness of my coffee cup kept on my cluttered table The dark moon of my eyes is turning larger in sync with thoughts that reside Insomnia chuckles at my decision as i let the coffee help it in spite of my doctor’s advice But I need to be in control not let…
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[297] Breathe In
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The clouds have seen it allin all their shapes and formsThey hide constellations from your eyesjust so you can fall asleep on your ownAs you lay next to the warmth of yourburning chimney cloudsAs we see up aboveWe forget where we areand fade into a tunnel of timeIt’s either a daze of yesterdayor the promise…
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[296] The Perfect Man
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I once met a man who was perfect The very sight of him made you question any type of security you built for yourself until you look closer The perfect man is in a conflict with himself He loves the world but shows silent hatred for it He knows a lot to apply so little…
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[295] Back To My Ways
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I go ahead by looking back Blurry visions and faded people Parking all my dreams in the solace of what makes them A suppressed life Vivid lies come back to block all the honesty i learned to build as i wait for the sweeping fog to go and take away the clutter for just once…
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[294] within & without
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(within) I repeat what’s in my mind to confirm the horror in reality and for you to delude me back to the night I walk alongside spaces and run for another mile I crawl back into loops as you jump in joy while you sail and tell me to change my mind (without) The water’s…
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[293] The Edge of Extreme
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It’s a game of balance Past present and future You have to live in one of them completly madly and truly If you tip over to the other Just be ready to be drowned by time Nostalgia doesn’t know mindfulness And mindfulness doesn’t know emotions Daydreaming disregards both as if you’re not even existing You…
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[292] Death of a Stranger
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Embers falling from a dark sky I can’t find your remains in my head Fading away through the sins i gulp A distant dream i never share I can meet you someday when you come back to me like a seizure You’re the waking after fainting Blobs of people I can’t recognise They’re standing over…
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[291] Thrice I’ve Tried To Forget
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A happy day is a happy accident where beliefs don’t break and the sun doesn’t chase you don’t find yourself stuck in your ways It’s the time of your life Clouds seem to rain They don’t seem to hold on to shade There is an end in place The mind is your friend it says…