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[422] Rain Inside Me
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Sullen clouds wreak havocin the revolution of my dreamsonly to wake up to my gloomy inner worldThe entire day is livedin a blurry flash out of control in the grips of fateout of timein the disquiet mind Perhaps I can ask for a gentler rainto return tomorrow where I could finally be foundin the grips…
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[421] Melancholia
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The act of wanting consumesmy mind so much that I never realise what I really wanted after allLosing myself at the ends of her fading footstepsand the silence left by her echoesand the echoes left by her silenceI only end up imitating my wants than really know what I wanted at allThe melancholy monster consumes…
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[420] If I Avoided Intuition
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I sometimes forget the moment of reckoningof when I gave weight to feelings more than reality of me giving emphasis to the unsaid emotions than the ones that assumed formin the form of tangible, tactile, physical and realwhen I chose the myths, metaphors, abstract and surreal What if i had made the other choice?To leave…
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[419] The Sun Queen
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An eye of an alienoversees the quest of a nearly enlightened beingShe practices the act of silencingthe orchestra of doom in her head and observeit on her hand as if to control it allA billion planets in her headbut she only seeks the sun andto able to see in its blinding white lightThe cycles of…
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[418] Frequency of The World
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Uttering thoughts aloudlessens the vitality they holdIt strips them off their noveltyor does it only reveal their true nature?A life inside the mindis the control we seek outsideAnd when it all seems to make sensewe are only really fooling ourselvesA little learning isnot understanding It doesn’t precederuminating over knowledgeto test out its bulletproof formas wisdom…
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[417] The Power of Imagination
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Lies crumble under pressureunlike our diamond dreams Flying in the sin cityis not a crimewhen you’ve beenwired to try and failand build and nurtureall the hopeless hopeful beingsinto the fire of patience they rarely perceive to try by themselvesThe lust of power kills a few from inside as they destroy a million livesand ego is…
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[416] Revelation of Infinity
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Nightly walksIgnorance of guiltI influence the worldaround me because ifthe world influenced meI would be without lightI influence it with a hundred imagesa thousand memoriesa million emotions from my billion soulsthat I disregarded as oneor sometimes two ofgood and evilTheir multi-faceted identityshapeshifts and makes mediscover curiosity every nightand a new hope every dayas I exude…
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[415] Fantasy or Reality
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She speaks in fantasiesupon the flights of realityEarnest talk with a smile at the end to make it unrealI know she wants to mean itand make her dreams a realityShe needs someone to push herLeap of faith awaits herBut she can’t find the energy inside her so she gazes outsideto find me in the streetsOur…
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[414] Fooled by Randomness
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My spirit lacksthe water to floatin my waning inner reservoirIt’s a place where shadows come to hide so they don’t attract attentionand die in the form of a spotlight storyStories we tell ourselvesand others about the way we see the worldkills the intuitive dualistinside us that tries to keep the lure of a mystery alive…
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[413] Misplaced in Time
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Rocks have memoriesin their holesSee throughTo find me waitingrecollecting and reflectingunder a dying water body under the pressureof the sun of timeBones have memoriesthat my mind tendsto disrememberIt moves to hold your facein a reflex to not find you thereIt stays amidst the painin a denial to not find you here
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[412] Why I Write
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I write to forget about what I’m thinking at the momentI write to remember all my tendencies to forget All of my habits are for my telic formwhere I avoid becoming a relic of the bygonesThey try to capture lightning I try to assimilate stillnessWhat is there to admit that I have already not admittedMy…
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[409] Blue World
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Yellow light by the fireside Our eyes catch each other You can see that I can’t be anyone that I am now I look around and find it thereloneliness sitting by my sideI can be anything you want me to to not feel this wayI am against what my body wants me to feel for…
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[408] The Shapeless Blur Returns
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Suppression returns as an unfamiliar familiarity that was forgottenVile cuts on my soulan emptiness restoredAll the footsteps fade All the learnings lostThe dread of years agoawaits to rain on my paradeAlive and feeling numbA quiet night is a blur A flying bird mocks the ones who fall on their own Widescreen narrow lanescontours of the…
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[407] The Night Passes in a Whisper
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It never dawns when random thoughts becomefixated in your mind when their first brush with youfelt so harmless in its devilish poiseThey arrive in a breeze to live like a storm and cause havoc in your daily patternsto take you further away from your ownThe great reset is required to feel the velvet touch againto…
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[406] An Unbreakable Infinite Bubble
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I seek for everything and nothing I am pining for everyone and no one at allI am lying when I’m truthful to all my basal urgesin the hope of discriminating betweenthe intuition that is right and the impulse that is wrongCalm, elevated and singularI stay fixated in my equipoise beingbut when I stray from the…