Tag: sad
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[414] Fooled by Randomness
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My spirit lacksthe water to floatin my waning inner reservoirIt’s a place where shadows come to hide so they don’t attract attentionand die in the form of a spotlight storyStories we tell ourselvesand others about the way we see the worldkills the intuitive dualistinside us that tries to keep the lure of a mystery alive…
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[413] Misplaced in Time
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Rocks have memoriesin their holesSee throughTo find me waitingrecollecting and reflectingunder a dying water body under the pressureof the sun of timeBones have memoriesthat my mind tendsto disrememberIt moves to hold your facein a reflex to not find you thereIt stays amidst the painin a denial to not find you here
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[410] Denial Unravelling
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Absorbed all our songs to numb their melodies by repetitionTheir magic is lost and I still cannot be foundI can’t live in the white noise of our future that never wasLies under your sighs I cannot find a shed of truth under mine as wellWith all your complexitiesyou go to sleepas I lay awake trying…
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[408] The Shapeless Blur Returns
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Suppression returns as an unfamiliar familiarity that was forgottenVile cuts on my soulan emptiness restoredAll the footsteps fade All the learnings lostThe dread of years agoawaits to rain on my paradeAlive and feeling numbA quiet night is a blur A flying bird mocks the ones who fall on their own Widescreen narrow lanescontours of the…
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[399] The Shadow King
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I’ve tried all adviceStill tumbling down with a smileCries of whisper finds nothing of consequenceDelirium morning and a sunset that night forgets in a blinkI kept thinkingI’ve kept myself from her concerning eyesbut i remain an open book to hermaybe our shadows talk to each other at nightAn epitome of empathyI am healed for a…
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[392] Keys to Living Life
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There are three modes of living life. First is living through the mind. The mind is the rational and analytical switch of our body. When you need to see things as they are, you use your mind to confirm it.Second is living through the heart. The heart is the idealism and the moral switch of…
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[390] Journey to The East
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Look around to see nothing at allFind it all inside but you can’t face itWalk the talk or don’t talk at allLies to yourself are the worst ones to keepSeeking the mirage of special knowledgewhen all there is, is simplicityFollow the path to inner fear and lead it out to tune into your galactic frequencyHidden…
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[387] How To Dissappear Completely
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I suffer in order to not sufferAnd because I do I try to make use of it and make the suffering singThe world protests atmy wasted life and the times I could have avoided what I felt but I gave in broken at seeing the relentless wavescrushing at my soul’s weakened rock I speak in…
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[385] When You Forget Listening
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Forgotten to observe the stories of the unsaid Glitched neural networks to propaganda and overloadEmotions overpower contentment Ideas sacrificed for thirst for power The brave new world is drowningand the underwater rebellion war criesdrowned out But you know what they say about the dormant volcanoesThey burst when it’s least expected of them and the stories…
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[384] Play of Shadow & Light
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Absolve me from my illusionsfrom my frequent illness of disquietude How long can I put upconversing with God’s shadow Clear me of its luminous clouds Reveal the sun on my lakewith no reflections at allGive me the chance to look beyond the unfathomable depths of my souleven if it means annihilation of my egoeven if…
Smoke words every day. 