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[476] Follow Your Advice
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Catching the impurity as itleaves my lips in anger All the words I tried not to saycascade with a waterfall impactThe worries are in a hurry to get out rather than being feltI am the hypocrite I fight againstThe euphoria of a breakthrough is short-livedThe survival of a gentle feeling drizzlesbut it vanishes at the…
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[469] A Portrait of My Poetry
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Fractured sensations of my timid lifeFear binds my coward impulses with actionsFor the body can’t betray the mindFinding the patterns for unlearning and notfollow this repetitive mirage of a horizonFreedom lies at the end of this nightSo I watch the meeting between thesea and the sun and soak in the expanse of my surrounding new…
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[468] The Beginnings That Never Begin
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Light trapped in the shadowor you in my mindMy mind stutterswhen it falls in loveSevered connection with my soulReality shapeshifts resembling autumn leaves in springMy feelings for youare found underwaterdrowning under the weightof my inflated egoYour spell doesn’t workin a magic less placeA silent escape the only thought in my mindWho would have thoughtsilence breaks…
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[466] Space Love + Featured in Top 100 Poetry Blogs (2021)
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I water my desert pain with your name Your sun flare gazelights up aurorasBut in a citythe stars only dazzle in dreams You find my light waning by your sidePremonitions come to you as deja vu Realisations of changing feelingsYou leave my orbit to createyour own planet to watch my supernova I happened to check…
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[429] The End of a Toxic Memoir
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Utter words that you heard in your dreamsThe one where you were dying in your sleepwhere you fooled a good samaritan to birth evil in him leaving him alone in the great expanse and amidst the sound of windmills that recycled your pain into causing hurt andinto moving pictures of your damning reverieTell them about…
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[420] If I Avoided Intuition
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I sometimes forget the moment of reckoningof when I gave weight to feelings more than reality of me giving emphasis to the unsaid emotions than the ones that assumed formin the form of tangible, tactile, physical and realwhen I chose the myths, metaphors, abstract and surreal What if i had made the other choice?To leave…
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[414] Fooled by Randomness
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My spirit lacksthe water to floatin my waning inner reservoirIt’s a place where shadows come to hide so they don’t attract attentionand die in the form of a spotlight storyStories we tell ourselvesand others about the way we see the worldkills the intuitive dualistinside us that tries to keep the lure of a mystery alive…
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[413] Misplaced in Time
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Rocks have memoriesin their holesSee throughTo find me waitingrecollecting and reflectingunder a dying water body under the pressureof the sun of timeBones have memoriesthat my mind tendsto disrememberIt moves to hold your facein a reflex to not find you thereIt stays amidst the painin a denial to not find you here
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[410] Denial Unravelling
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Absorbed all our songs to numb their melodies by repetitionTheir magic is lost and I still cannot be foundI can’t live in the white noise of our future that never wasLies under your sighs I cannot find a shed of truth under mine as wellWith all your complexitiesyou go to sleepas I lay awake trying…
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[408] The Shapeless Blur Returns
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Suppression returns as an unfamiliar familiarity that was forgottenVile cuts on my soulan emptiness restoredAll the footsteps fade All the learnings lostThe dread of years agoawaits to rain on my paradeAlive and feeling numbA quiet night is a blur A flying bird mocks the ones who fall on their own Widescreen narrow lanescontours of the…
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[399] The Shadow King
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I’ve tried all adviceStill tumbling down with a smileCries of whisper finds nothing of consequenceDelirium morning and a sunset that night forgets in a blinkI kept thinkingI’ve kept myself from her concerning eyesbut i remain an open book to hermaybe our shadows talk to each other at nightAn epitome of empathyI am healed for a…
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[392] Keys to Living Life
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There are three modes of living life. First is living through the mind. The mind is the rational and analytical switch of our body. When you need to see things as they are, you use your mind to confirm it.Second is living through the heart. The heart is the idealism and the moral switch of…
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[390] Journey to The East
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Look around to see nothing at allFind it all inside but you can’t face itWalk the talk or don’t talk at allLies to yourself are the worst ones to keepSeeking the mirage of special knowledgewhen all there is, is simplicityFollow the path to inner fear and lead it out to tune into your galactic frequencyHidden…
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[387] How To Dissappear Completely
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I suffer in order to not sufferAnd because I do I try to make use of it and make the suffering singThe world protests atmy wasted life and the times I could have avoided what I felt but I gave in broken at seeing the relentless wavescrushing at my soul’s weakened rock I speak in…
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[385] When You Forget Listening
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Forgotten to observe the stories of the unsaid Glitched neural networks to propaganda and overloadEmotions overpower contentment Ideas sacrificed for thirst for power The brave new world is drowningand the underwater rebellion war criesdrowned out But you know what they say about the dormant volcanoesThey burst when it’s least expected of them and the stories…