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[333] Without You
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We communicated silently Speaking to each other in telepathy Now we’re burdened in our minds forgetting our common language one day at a time When I’m sitting idle the waves run amok and every seventh wave fights to keep your picture afloat I’m held in the prison…
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[332] Futile Chase of A Sunrise
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Things didn’t make sense for her like a gnawing feeling inside her to open a bookstore in the desert, the pinnacle of solitude Like we squandered an opportunity by not having books in the middle of it Who could have thought of this but her The one who wakes up when the…
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[331] Arriving Nowhere At All
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Every night I collect all the lies of the day Moments where you cried and I could do nothing but just let it pass by Every night I relive all the memories of the day Silences where you smiled and I could do nothing but just hold it close tight
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[330] Finding Answers
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Can we unimagine ourself? To be free from what we think we are To become what we were meant to be To let solitude become our friend that reveals to us the harsh truths of the stories we tell ourselves Can we demystify ourself? And see the problem as it is Smaller than we make…
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[328] The Heart Remembers Nothing
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If I could tell you what I think I would be so free or so I think I want to be you, I and everyone else at the same time I chase everything elusive like the hope of us getting back together All mired in confusion and in the gloom of failed magic You’re a part of my being but I can’t seem to recall you entirely like a book that you can’t remember you read but the feeling it gave still carries along I remember you like clouds that drizzled…
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[327] The Test of Dawn
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I give in to the dark of sleep before it’s sunless outside Self preservation of the highest order so I don’t burn away and can rather fade into a dreamland where I commit mistakes Where I live without the sword of perfection dangling over like it’s judgement day I wake up before the sun…
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[325] Cloudy Mind
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Feeling nothing of consequence It takes a lot of effort to be normal I’m living with hail inside my head and I walk on rainbows with my eyes closed The reckoning wipes clean all that I cherish All that I’m left with are blindspots I become a shadow of a cyclone A…
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[324] Seas of Space
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Answers galore but none that fit my cadence Fragmentary focus of blinking eyes I wake up a thousand times each night I wish I was alive each time Forgetful dreams full of insights while traumatic nightmares fill my days to only shake my momentary faith and a shell that breaks I drown…
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[322] Architects of Change
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The rebels of today are still wiping the sleep off their eyes Dust off of books that remind them of the history that were kept from their uninformed minds They say it’s never too late to begin again So now it is the wisdom of a hunched back the focus of an athlete We’re the…
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[321] Together, we’re alone
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Similar lives meet to form bonds and a connection to last ages or so it felt like back then Now you sleep at a different time unable to pick up my calls while my inner landscape and its tectonic plates collide to form volcanoes of panic All I’m left with is a remembrance of you saying…
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[319] Erosion of Self
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Scrap away my failuresbefore i scar my successLet kindness meet paranoiabefore i meet my demiseEureka moments come to meBut they’re all of the devious kind Cowardice knows me too well at nightI dwell in the hour of despaironly to keep my muses at baySometimes i feel self worth is not for meSometimes i feel a…
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[317] Autumn Apocalypse
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My mind fills up like a balloon Just a pin drop away to burst The rebellion doesn’t bloom when the ruckus is confined inside Wilting away like roses for the dead The silence of a graveyard is the acceptance of death It’s the will to not live when the stars get upset Where do you…
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[315] Look Beyond Yourself
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We’re collective creatures of confusion Faking it all with profound conviction With answers devoid of questions we ramble aloud all of our unrealised emotions We stumble upon multiple universes carefully made of drunken mistakes but all in a state of sobriety So we see nothing till we don’t drink a dose of madness to see…
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[310] floating by
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blue sunset and a royal sleep drum rolls to wake up to a stormy sea broken pearls waterboard inside of me no signs of a sky only bubbles of a life everyone else is hollow but i’m full of the sea
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[306] Spiral of Silence
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Dancing to the tunes of your moods forgetting rational thought as you embrace the emotion and its wave but you can’t ride in a flow state Everyone else mirrors an unreality and you feel out of sync This is not what’s happening is a frequent statement to think but all that’s happening is all they…