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[136] Exagerrated Truth
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To substitute for life I create art and in its wilful expression I find myself sometimes lurking in the corners of nowhere lost and fearful of what lays ahead but still holding on to what good lies behind Entangled in the mood of Tokyo I create haphazard memories of tomorrow Neon lights droop over my melancholy…
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[135] #NaPoWriMo [1/30] {Book of Shame}
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Buying words only not to read because the will to write them sometimes surpasses the stream of thought needed to hold a book and just be Even though I don’t read enough I still buy them to keep them in my cupboard like the secrets I horde that I’m guilty of having like the secret…
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[134] Loss For Words
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The sky waves in its colourful intensity I struggle to intensify the thoughts in my head to write them like they used to before to get my mind talking to my fingers The lies that used to come so easily now hide behind the truth of incapability Memorable performances for the crowd is a rarity as…
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[133] Afraid Of Acting On My Dreams
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Dreams of shooting stars because I’m fearful of acting on my own dreams A trip to the mountains A life out of time created out of a vacuum is what exists in my mind An escapist idea it is to run away from the reality or maybe this reality we talk of is just the…
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[132] Out Of Your Zone
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sorrows of your plight hit on the periphery of my vision I hope someday they’ll jolt me out of my being connect me to your zone and closer to what you feel you stand beside the pond fearful of the cold water strength evades you like the impermanence of a wave you drown in your inability…
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[131] An Ode to Smartphones
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Your hands curl its existence even though it helps you stay alive as it exudes its electric breath Almost an extension of your mind like the moon an extension of the earth It reflects you in the dark but only by putting a stop to your reflective nature almost announcing its hold on you in…
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[130] Memories of Future/Past
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Nod at my shortcomings and welcome me to your space I know it rains there often I know there’s little room to move But I am ready to live there if you are ready to live at all In the forest of your insecurities that hides the ray of hope Even though it rarely appears…
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[128] The Constant Struggle
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a mere appearance of wisdom a mind full of questions a laugh full of deceit what will I really be? Imperfect memories make me Unformed thoughts are my pillars When change is the only constant what will I really be? What I am is not what I was What I will really be is not…
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[126] I Can’t Help You
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A cry for help falls deaf when it leaves your lips not because I can’t hear but because I can’t help Your tired eyes leave me to turn inward and explode within I just watch this explosion as a spectacle in return Hopeless & morbid I turn attention towards what I am feeling as a…
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[125] Blip On The Radar
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To become a blip on your radar is the aim I carry my life with for you To transform from insignificant to significant in your world is the aim I assemble my thoughts by Is it right though? To obsess over you like a spy The only goal becomes the actual goal and not this…
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[124] We Live To Die Again
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The lie of your fragrance it keeps me alive The lingering waves of the ocean of truth sweeps me aside I lie here with your distant memory to make me alive But the boredom of everyday existence sweeps me aside A whisper of unsaid things curl around my lips again to watch you not knock…
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[122] The Secret of My Life
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I sleep to hide and to not utter the secrets that I distort in my mind As your assumed reaction destroys me into a doomed fraction of mankind that tries to live a truthful life I wake to run from the dreams of your demise that are etched like the tattoo on your skin that…
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[121] Pursuit of Stillness
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So focused on where I’m going I forget where I am Loneliness masked as solitude Caught in a corrupt mind’s reverence The evil masked as aspiration I live under the devil’s imminent invitation unconcerned and unperturbed The nihilism and existentialism soothe and caress my worries but does it make them go away? for that, I…
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[117] The Battle Of The Idle Mind
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An idle mind sits alone stoic as its nature it sits wandering with no aim A preface to the devil’s workshop It seduces the soul inside The mind meditates on its decision but considers all the outcomes They range from despair to joy to suffering In order to avoid suffering ignorance comes to the rescue…
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[114] The Fallacy of Mankind
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These eyes know little than what’s in between the lines but they try to open up what’s dormant in the mind like letting in colours of opinion and opinions about colours like a blue or a navy or a beige or a brown somewhere between complexity and concise somewhere between simplicity and sublime I walk…