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[324] Seas of Space
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Answers galore but none that fit my cadence Fragmentary focus of blinking eyes I wake up a thousand times each night I wish I was alive each time Forgetful dreams full of insights while traumatic nightmares fill my days to only shake my momentary faith and a shell that breaks I drown…
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[319] Erosion of Self
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Scrap away my failuresbefore i scar my successLet kindness meet paranoiabefore i meet my demiseEureka moments come to meBut they’re all of the devious kind Cowardice knows me too well at nightI dwell in the hour of despaironly to keep my muses at baySometimes i feel self worth is not for meSometimes i feel a…
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[314] No One At All
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Being someone else Being somewhere else After a while all perfume smells are familiar and the association of the smell with characters Today I wear you and try to see it all through you The way I pause before I speak The way I don’t pay attention to time at all Maybe you saw the…
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[313] Untitled Living
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The secrets of the skies lie at our feet but we’re busy looking up forging the present in the hope of a future Stuck in limbos of wanting to live and the hustle of dying slowly we find ourselves lost most of the time when we should lose ourselves often to find what we’re all…
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[309] Broken Compass
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Anger and bitterness no recollection of my arrival here Almost forgetting the summit when I’m diving down to the ground Power corrupts the feet of a prophet The halo is a chain that makes them levitate Success only increases the distance from the making of it all, it’s just the bracing of the fall The…
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[305] And It Rained All Night
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It’s hard to turn realisations into habits Even harder to let go of the old ones when they’re as familiar to you as insomnia is to the night The sound of people sleeping or the lack of it is somewhat soothing to your peace of mind but sometimes it disrupts exactly that As in the…
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[301] A Walk Down Memory Lane
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Fifteen steps from my bed and I reached the place of my nightmares My hand still battling with sleepy dust in my eyes Still not realising the path that lay in front of me even though it was a part of my daily routine The first realisation is cold dampness and my eyes widening to…
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[292] Death of a Stranger
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Embers falling from a dark sky I can’t find your remains in my head Fading away through the sins i gulp A distant dream i never share I can meet you someday when you come back to me like a seizure You’re the waking after fainting Blobs of people I can’t recognise They’re standing over…
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[290] Always Still Dreaming
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The lake ceased in its darkness until the buildings swayed in rainbows A dance of colours like an incessant candle The flags happen to confirm wind’s existence With this in front of me Why am I still in my head?
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[286] What’s The Use?
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Silences pass me by Words corrupt the emotion felt I see like a caterpillar the first jump of a butterfly I’ve cried, lied, caught myself in a righteous flight only to get stuck looking at the aurora interrupted by a meteoric sky To see beauty all around or the destruction that’s impending? The best worst…
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[284] Swimming in Circles
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The individuality is slowly stripped off while learning to forget dreams as I wake up to a tsunami of things to juggle I’m in the delusion of a mass huddle The top 10 ways to find inner peace and my focus struggles to reach the 10th point which is to declutter and focus on 1…
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[281] New Ending/Beginning
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I wrote small words before I met her Now I find myself writing them in the grandest of strokes She salvages all my crumpled paper mistakes and glues them back together to reveal an exhibition of my improvement She made me understand that silences don’t necessarily need distraction but sometimes it just needs listening She…
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[279] Past, Present & Future
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Living off of premonitions Surviving off of doomed predictions Can you change your fate as all your peers fail to prove you wrong Can you become something that you’ve never seen? I never realised that the aftermath is not my future I never realised the empathy for some is exclusion I’ve never seen the potential…
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[273] Breathing Yesterday’s Air
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The age of excess and the diminishing impact of the pains of our glory and the learnings of a failure Every lesson swept under the rug that is hidden under my cerebrum which is rusting in the shame for all that I couldn’t learn and all that I couldn’t tell you in time Whenever I…
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[270] Dreaming Reality Checks
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The passing of my sleep signal a doom of my dreams where I watch all that I think I needed linking it with the edge of reality Of lost paths, I could have taken to happiness Of the ways, that I could not fear less It arrives to me like a bohemian sensation Light in…