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[388] A New World Dawns
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Inconsistency is something I have been battling lately. I give too much power to my mind to wreak havoc with its lazy and destructive patterns. Control is what I seek and the more I seek it, the more it evades me.The next step in my development would be to capture consistency in my writing and…
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[387] How To Dissappear Completely
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I suffer in order to not sufferAnd because I do I try to make use of it and make the suffering singThe world protests atmy wasted life and the times I could have avoided what I felt but I gave in broken at seeing the relentless wavescrushing at my soul’s weakened rock I speak in…
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[385] When You Forget Listening
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Forgotten to observe the stories of the unsaid Glitched neural networks to propaganda and overloadEmotions overpower contentment Ideas sacrificed for thirst for power The brave new world is drowningand the underwater rebellion war criesdrowned out But you know what they say about the dormant volcanoesThey burst when it’s least expected of them and the stories…
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[384] Play of Shadow & Light
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Absolve me from my illusionsfrom my frequent illness of disquietude How long can I put upconversing with God’s shadow Clear me of its luminous clouds Reveal the sun on my lakewith no reflections at allGive me the chance to look beyond the unfathomable depths of my souleven if it means annihilation of my egoeven if…
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[383] The Big Bang
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To attain the first impossible I venture beyond silenceAlmost touching the great beyondI find myself going inside the soul Glitters shine around vacuumThe gravity doing its work Space rock blasts in the cosmic night and the stars dance to its twinkly tune As small as the speck of sand As large as the Milky Waymy…
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[382] Normal Lives in Strange Times
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Strange times strange lives intertwine in rhymes Breaking patterns to see through I’ll break atoms to be with you Nightly talks Stoppage of time Expansion of the universe from a livid God’s mind We’ve been hurting We’ve been looking awayBut we’ll understand it lateron a moonless SundayWe can getawayunder the probing eyes of the starsViolent…
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[380] Vignettes of Lost Glimpses
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Wasted attempts to clothe in words what cannot be told what can only be felt The desired thought erodes all attempt to let it capture itselfA magician’s trickPaintings that cracklose all their huesThe meaning is lost Reinterpretation of the blueDumbed down attempts to strip all facadesThe essence is lost in order to find what cannot…
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[379] Two Roads Diverged in a Snowy Desert
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The making of toxic memoirs asI find myself driving to you Unable to find common ground I try to recall lively talks that used to be ours but the song that plays on the radiooverwrites all our static memories awayThe further I drive The less I seek you The more that I think The closer…
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[377] Lessons That Need Repeating
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Never thought I’d be back here The familiar mistake like lighting up cigarettes Learning to forget Committing only to let goI burn up all our memories in vain to let the pain goEvasive clarity the epitome of cyclical timePretension masked as profundity I let history repeatLost epiphanies to laziness of not writing it down so…
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[376] The Ghosts We Meet In Dreams
The ever knowing blissfollows without me knowing Stuck inside a distraction economy Flailing democracies Corruption of the soul Failing to find peace in the destruction of harmonyI turn inwards to find wisdom that I know nothing The layers shed The skin toughens Asking ghosts in my dreams Do they know the ever knowing bliss?Apparitions appear…
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[375] Lost in a Daze
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Things you try to replace take the shape of the unrecognised but they arrive back deceitfully Like a cyclone arrives in the wind lamenting the past furiously Singing praises of crimes Faltering steps you take to hide your life of yesterdayDust finds its way to pass time but you forget that the past hibernateseven if…
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[374] Infinite Jest of Living
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It’s the end of the worldI’m screaming to no one at allA lonely death of a lonely mind finding peace in its plightCaressing regrets of our timesSleeping with kindness at nightOh it’s the end of the worldEmpires of kings and queens flashes of a dynastyKillings of a hundred languagesExtinct animals used to practice Lying under…
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[373] Muses of The Other World
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Make me believe in you I walk on a tightrope of faith andlosing belief All my thoughts are untrue All my decisions motivated by another step I fail to take It’s been a while since we met on the page You’ve been leading me to bliss Blindly following you, I smile alongCorrupt minds, fiery tongues…
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[371] Fire in My Eyes
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My daily life is mostly a dazeInvolved in living the next momentTaking part in the uselessness of scrollingJust to be away from living in my headBut there comes this moment in the dayWhere everything is sky blue clearAnd it arrives like the everyday morning sunwhere I forget apathy, pity, validation, distractionand I am overcome by…
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[370] How to Walk on Water
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Dementia of lightsDarkness makes it wayI carry my plight whereverI have been tonight Premonitions of Cassandraand my life is clear as the sunI know every step I have to taketo be able to walk on water Glaring crescent sunA brain fog on the waySomething feels amissBut I forget it anyway I venture into the seaI…